The last post in old 2006 - An amazing Year!

Hello everyone, if any :)

This is Manca, the author of this very own online diary of myself. It's been a pretty long time since my last post but believe me, I really couldn't have managed to have this blog updated, been pretty busy, many things changed over in my life, many cool and many bad things happened, many disappointments, but on the other hand many happy moments had occurred, the list goes on.
Just this year has been a pretty decent year for at first my personal life, my business, school, it's been an unforgettable year definitely. My overall impression about this now almost 'gone' 2K6 is: "Always could be better, but I don't complain". My dear love is still with me, we love each other very much...whooaa man, it's been more than a year and few months since we got together as a couple. Kinda an amazing and not 'every-day' kind of relationship if you ask me....

We shared many many and I mean MANY quality and kick ass moments together, we traveled together, been everywhere, done almost anything you can ever think of, had those little lovish sparkles between and interesting but not that serious hard moments, oh man.... who wouldn't want such a girl to be with, ohh these are the times that definitely found a place in my heart and they'll last forever there! I can't even get through everything my dear love and myself had done in the past, and if I could this post would probably took you forever to read it :) My bus to home town will 'take off' in an hour so I don't have that much time to type a lot, I already did write a big post :)

Yeah, the main topic is my impressions about 2006. - year of many new life things that happened to me! I just wanted to thank everyone who has been with me through the full year, my family, my dear and definitely the best LOVE, my friends (altho. it's been a pretty bad year for me if we talk about friendships...many of them crashed, because I realized those are not real friends, but more selfish and greedy bithes...let's just forget them for now), etc. I want to thank God too for saving me from all unpredictable situations that might have aroused.

I will always remember good ole year of love, year of happiness, year full of both emotional and social changes in my life, a year in sign of Dragana....good old 2006.
I will kinda miss this year, it just brought me so much great things and something that many people would cry for - true soulmate. I really appreciate God's will to send me such an amazing person....oh, well....I hope the New 2007 will be even better, I look forward to seeing what is going to happen with my life in a year, and let us all be blessed by the God! I honestly do have a faith and believe in myself and certainly hope 2007 will be a Year of traveling and exploring the World :) (I wish, ehh... )

Let God give us all healthy and HAPPY New Year, and see you all in NEW 2007!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Manca
(finished 19:15, 29th of December 2006.)

My life is weird

Hello my blog readers :)

I am here again with the newest update for this blog. All the posts you can find here are exclusively made from myself, Nenad Mancevic, and they are all 100% true.
It's weird that I got some extra minutes among all the shitty stuff I've to finish, to orginize myself better, make some preparation and so on. But as you can see, I definately have to make this update, coz if I don't make it now, it won't be interested anymore. The best news is fresh news!

You remember my last post, don't you? If you don't remember it, please read it again and then back on this one. Let me quickly remind you. I had some little fight with my g/f about one very important thing in her life, that I thought I knew. Apperantely I was wrong. She was fooling to another guy, and telling him about some private things from her life. It was a year ago, though, when we didn't know each other so good and hadn't been in relationship. Despite this, she had gone to his place and "hanging-out" with him. Actually it was not that serious, coz she hadn't had any feelings about him, she had been just chilling. That guy actually was a friend of mine then (in fact we have been knowing each other since '99), but last year we renewed our friendship. We still didn't know each other so good at the time he tried to be with my girlfriend so it was ok.
The time was passing-by and he bacame a very good friend of mine. In the summer of 2005. we were chillin' out together all the time, staying at my place till the early hours, hanging around and so on... Shortly, we definately had a pretty quality and quite good time. My g/f had been only a "friend" of mine, nothing else. But we had both known that it's a little bit more than a classic "friendship".
It is almost not possible to be with a girl almost all the time (despite the fact that I was spending a lot of time with that guy), but we had been spending very much time together. At the very beginning of our "better" friendship it wasn't nothing serious... We would just send some sms to each other, perhaps call each other, or see each other in the city. She was with her friends, I was with mine.
But, again, we had both noticed some relationship between us which connects "our mind", we both share the same interests, we are both smart :) and so on.
Then the days of our happiness had come ;) We had been spending the time being together mostly in the city before we decided to chill at my place. Yep, we almost forgot about the city and used to be every single day here. We would be talking about every single detail from our life, what makes us happy, what makes us sad, talked about our interests and so many different topics ...
The most interesting fact is that she didn't want to accept me as a boyfriend still, she had an obsession of another guy, but forget that now. "Ok" - I though -
"carry on... I am feeling comfortable with her in my company, so doesn't matter. If she wants to be just a friend, let it be". The summer was here....July - she went to vacation. And after she got back from the vacation we definately got a bit more closer. We were still "friends".

Ok, this is the first part of story. I am tired very much now. It is 1:35AM and I still have to do some shit...
The second part of story should come tomorrow...can't promise though, coz I really have a lot of stuff to do.

I think the story is pretty interesting. I hope I didn't bore you so much :D But this article will stay here to remind my friends and me about the time we had when we were in the best years of our lives. That is why I am posting all those personal things from my life.

Sorry for typos and other spelling errors I made. I hope I didn't make so many :)


Till the next time,
The Greatest and the only one - Manca

Crappy day today ;(

Hey there,

I've been so sad today. I really don't know what is happening with me, but it could be because of some problems I had with my girlfriend last night. Yes, while I was writing yesterday's update, I talked to her on IRC (you remember this). And yes, suddenly some crappy shit happened. Namely, everything seemed to be cool, we were talking about ordinary stuff, and she posted a log of one guy bitching with her on private. He was telling her some nasty and weird words, but some of them seemed to be true. It was about her and her boyfriend she had one and a half year ago. They actually met each other when she was on vacation. That IRC guy knew a lot about her. Actually we came up with the conclusion that his friend (who is from the town about 400km from here), was that guy with whom my g/f was hanging-out on her vacation.
There was some other stuff which we were talking about, but they are private, so they will not be posted here.

Suddenly, she looked like she was mad on me. I was wondering why is that? I just had a puzzle in my mind, and I connected some pieces of that puzzle into the place, and told her my opinion about that. She started bitching with me and convicing me that I don't love her, don't trust her, and all those silly words. I just had a clear picture in my mind telling me that I connected some stuff, not that I don't trust her nor that I don't love her. That was almost the end of the story.
She disconnected from IRC and "went" to bed. After an hour or so, she sent me an SMS telling me to check out my email. I checked it out, and found out that she was really in some kind of inexplicable mood....and jokingly I sent her back a reply with words "I call PMS :)". And thought everything was ok then...

But apperantely it didn't :( When I woke up, checked my mail and saw shocking reply made by her. She told me so much bullshit and I was felling like a piece of shit. The final sentence of her mail was "I hate you..." ! That crap drove me nuts!! I just couldn't pass over it... I went to IRC again, and suddenly she was there. We had a quite ok disscusion without arguing and shit. I told her that I couldn't handle that mail, and told her that it was not the first time she wrote such a bullshit!! Also, I was in hurry and told her that I had to go.
After 5 mins I went from IRC my cell phone rang. Guess who was? Yes, she...she was calling me. I hung up and heared her crying while she was talking to me. That was like an arrow that stroke directly to my heart :( I just couldn't so easy pass over it. I implied that I DO TRUST her and that I DO LOVE her. And told her that everything will be ok. After short talk, I went to finish some stuff I had to.

Since then I didn't hear a word from her. Actually I did..she sent me an SMS telling me that she loves me, and so....and another one asking me do I love her.... Ok, baby...if you're reading this blog here we go again, I'll state it here again:

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DRAGANA!!

I think it would be a high time for you to finally realize that! I am absolutely honest at the moment.
It is enough, period. I expressed what was "on my heart" (as you told sometime). Yes, the true love is on my heart. And shouldn't a word be uttered anymore.

Now you see why my day was fucked and why I was sad whole day ;( I am felling a little bit better now, huh, that's why I "cleared up" my soul.

Till the next time,
Manca

Guess who's back

Yo guys,

Manca's here again! After a well nice break, I am back here with more power than ever :D I thought it would be high time to update this blogie with some more news from my humble life LOL :)

At the moment I am sitting at the from of my 17" Samsung LCD, drinin' beer and chatting with my g/f on IRC :) It is Sunday, 22:22. The 12. March 2006. I was studying some shit for school tomorrow few hours ago, and thought it would be cool to do some biz online and of course I remember that haven't had updated this blog for awhile now :) So here we go with the update.

Actually I don't know what should I talk about :D Maybe about the fact that this weekend definitely rocked! On Friday I was on my friend's B-day party, and it was cool time there.... My girlfriend and I had a great time, although many girlies from the party were drunk, and looked horrible :) I don't complain, neither does my g/f .... hehe :) My brother, g/f and I stayed at her (friend's) place till 3AM and were having very good time when others left. Friend's place looked so fucking fucked, there were throw-ups everywere around, cigarettes, and other crap. The girl who held that party was drunk as well :) I can't say my g/f wasn't too :D LOL :))
But despite all that, we had a great time :) (she can admit that, can't you darling? ;)

Ok, that is how Friday looked like. And now the greatest day in this weekend was Saturday for sure :) The company came to my place at about 8PM. When I say company I mean about my g/f, her friend (yes that B-day girl), my friend (brothers twins), and some other guys...including my bro. Man, it was very interesting night ;)

Being with very cool, easy-going people is just a pleasure! Forget the punks and jerks who are all around the city. My company is great guys and gals ;) We were eating some freeze(potatos) (which my girlfriend made :P), drinking some beer and other alcoholic drinks :), listening to quality music and enjoying life!

Ok, that's in short how my weekend looked like. My fingers are tired now, and I'll be back tomorrow to post more details about this weekend and today's stuff that happened to me (nothing much really).


sEE Ya soon,
The only one, Manca!

Ok I ate (like a crazy)

Ok, since my stomach is full of food now I can continue with the story :)

...
On the break I was talking to that Bulgarian guy, and found out that his name is Cvetan, and that he's from Sofia. We were talking about all school stuff and other... He was in USA on UCLA to visit the campus. And there he bought a 30GB Video iPod. He recognized my 60GB one :)

Ok, after short talk we returned back to the classroom, to take the second test.
That was the Physics one. It wasn't that easy....75 questions for only 60 minutes :( I did my best, but couldn't managed to finish the whole test...There were 10ish unsolved questions there...

After the second test, some students went home, because they were taking only 2 SAT Subject Tests. We got a minute break, just to stand up and physically prepare for the third test. We were only 5 students remaining in the room. Among us, was one very cute girl, I remember from the SAT Reasoning...She is simply beautiful. Too bad I didn't meet with her :( I'll always remember that cuttie.

Ok, the third test, the Chemistry one, was started. It was the difficultest one. The half of the answers were random filled circles on the answer sheet. It was not possible to finish everything, because there were 85 questions which were supposed to be done for only one hour :(

The test was finally over. And we packaged oursevles and left the room. Then I took those great pics of the univeristy, it was at 12PM, or something, as you can see on the pics. So the whole test was approximately 4 hours long...

Then we were waiting for my father to come, so we could return home. But at first we were made a deal to go to "METRO", to buy some stuff.

And that was almost everything... Nothing special was happening after the test. We went to METRO, bought some stuff and went home. I was at home in 3:30PM, or something, I don't remember.
Everything I know, is that I went straight to my bed and was sleeping till 9PM ;)

Ok, this is the whole story how yesterday looked like. It was generally fun.

See ya soon,
Manca.
FleshLight Blog

The story....(continued)

Good morning my friends :)

Let me continue my story from yesterday (as promised).
Ok, when the supervisors came we entered in the room, and started with test preparation (putting our pencils, erasers and admission tickets on the desk).
Then we were listening to some instructions which supervisors were telling to us. The friend of me, and myself didn't undestand well those instructions, because they were spoken in Bulgarian :)) But it wasn't that important, since we met one cool guy from Sofia (also came to take the test...he took US History and Math 2), and he was helping us to understand what the teachers telling to us to do.

Because of the fact that Serbia and Bulgaria are very close countries (starting from culture, to the almost same language root), we could understand that guy speaking in Bulgarian ;) Well he could understand us as well :). After some basics instructions we got (such as: don't have anything on your desks, except the pencils and the erasers, and for some calculators, leave your bags away from you, don't consult with the team mate, etc.) we received the testing book and the answer sheet.

Then, the instructions how to fill in all the required fields on the book and the answer sheet have come. Ok, after about half an hour we filled all the administrative stuff, and got the sign to start working on our tests.

The first test my friend and I took, was Mathematics Level 2. It was tough....since the math problems weren't that easy. There were 50 math questons which we were supposed to do for only one hour. I couldn't managed to solve all the problems, so few ramaining unsolved.

Ok, after that first test we took a 10 mins break.

....

The next part will come later,
I've to eat something :)

Later....

I almost got recovered from yesterday's test

Yo yo,
I thought it would be cool to post my impressions about yesterday's test and generally the whole trip to Bulgaria generally :)
Well, here is almost 2AM (1:56AM), Sunday "morning". 22 hours ago I woke up (it was 3:50AM, Saturday morning), and started my trip to Bulgaria. Well my father was with us. (because he was driving the car) So we started from here (Pirot), at 4:10AM...and went to Sofia, Bulgaria. The Serbo-Bulgarian border is approximately 25km from here, so it took us about 20 mins to be there.

Then after successful and relative fast passing the border, we continued to Sofia. Sofia is about 55km from the border, and it's very near to my home town, which means it doesn't take a lot to travel to arrive there. Ok, after less than an hour of driving from border, we arrived to Sofia.

It was at 6AM, or something... Because of time zone difference, in Bulgaria it was 7AM. We had to show up at 7:45AM at Sofia University "Kliment Ohridski". Well, since we had almost an hour remaining till the test, we used that time to refresh our knowledge ;)

After some "knowledge refreshing", we went to the university's building. Look at the pic:

University is pretty cool organized, very big complex of buildings. Here we go with more pics:

And another one... Btw. These pics are taken after the test, as you can see at the time label on the pics.

And so on... We found ourselves on the list of Sat subjects test takers, and found a room where the testing would be held. Room number was 255, on 3rd floor. And there we found other people who will be taking the test, waiting for supervisors to come and bring a testing material ;)
It was 8AM and the supervisors hadn't showed up yet. We were waiting and waiting ... Also, we found some other students in the room whose were not supposed to take the test with us (they were just waiting for other teachers...I don't know, they were probably had to had standard class in that room). After our test supervisors came (at 8:20AM), it was a little problem with those students who were in the room. But nothing serious. They left the room, and we came in...

Ok, this is the first part of the story :) The second one will be posted tomorrow.... I have to take some rest. I am exhausted, even though I was sleeping after we got back from Sofia...


Come back tomorrow if you one to find out what else was happening in the capitol city of Bulgaria, Sofia.

See ya,
Manca.
FleshLight

I am back from my friend's place

Hey people,

I just got back from my friend's place. We were studying for tomorrow, because tomorrow we're going to Sofia (The Capitol city of Bulgaria), to take SAT Subject Tests. It'll be interesting, since we have to pass 3 subjects: Math Level 2, Physics and Chemistry. It was fun having to solve all those math and physics problems....but at same time very hard and tough.

Well, we'll see tomorrow what we did learn :) Everything I can say right now is "Good luck to us", I'd like you to wish us a good luck too!

We'll start from here at 4AM tomorrow (It's 10PM now, and I should sleep :D), and hopfully will be in Sofia at 6AM (Serbian and Bulgarian time zones are different, we're GMT +1 and they are GMT +2), meaning by their time will be there at 7AM. The test starts at 7:45AM (at least that's what is written on ours admission tickets) ;) But my experience tells me that we'll start with test at least an hour after the appointed time :) Who cares, actually ?


Ok, tomorrow you'll get update what we did :) So come back to check it out...

Tomorrow,
Manca.

It's cold day here

Hey hey,
I haven't had time to update my blog yesterday, but now I got some extra minutes to post in it ;)
Just wanted to let you know that yesterday was pretty good day, although I was sleeping whole afternoon :) School day was fine. We had a practice day. We were solving some problems on programming and computers classes. On programming ones, we were doing some projects in Delphi, and on computers ones, we were doing something interesting in assembler :) Some practicing of loops and arrays.

Well, that's how my school looked yesterday... As I said I was sleeping for whole afternoon after school yesterday, and after that I called my girlfriend to come. Well, it was fun. We had a great time, as always :) There were some little conflicts but nothing serious. I had to explain her some life things again.... She went out at 11PM, which was pretty early since schools don't work today (St. Sava's day is on 27th of January). I was a little pissed, but my friend Braca came in and we went out for some drinks :) Then I cought up with some friends, and it was really fun. I came up home at 3:20 AM.

Ok, that's how my yesterday was looking.... I'll post later some details of today's events :)


Catch up with you later,
Manca.
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I am tired

Yeah, seems like I can't make it to stay up to 3-4AM tonight...

It's 11:35PM right now, and I am feeling really tired, probably I'm going to sleep in few mins.
Just wanted to let you know :) And yes, don't forget to check FleshLight blog out.

Good night people,
Manca.

Ok, I am happy :)

Hey peeps,

I am in pretty good mood right now... I don't know what's the reason for that, since I had a little fight with very good friend of mine today and last night, but probably my happiness caused my girlfriend who was here half an hour ago...

Today (Wednesday), was pretty good. It would be even better if I didn't get late for the 1st class in school. But hey, recall that I hadn't sleep a lot, because of my tiredness, I went to bed at 3:40AM and had to get up at half past 8. I couldn't do that, and I woke up at 8AM. My 1st class starts at 8AM. Despite my running to school to try not to late, I showed up at the school at 8:15AM, and I was late for 15 minutes. But since I am very popular in my school, professor allowed me to enter and be inherent.

The rest of day was ordinary, nothing special happened. As always I got back home half past 3 and went straight to my room to finish some undone work, and chill out a little ;)

Then I was reading some script for link exchanging and I am planning to make something like that, but more advanced, will see soon :). And at least 2 hours ago, my girlfriend called me and asked me for something to do for her, also she asked if she could came here (because she knows, I work a lot). Ok, we have made a deal and she showed up here an hour and a half ago now....

Now it's 9:16PM here, and I decided to update this blog a little... I think it's enough for today :)

See ya tomorrow, or maybe even later :)
Manca.

I woke up at the middle of night :)

LOL, that's true....was very tired and wanted to take only a nap.
But it definitely wasn't a nap... I was sleeping for about 4 hours...and woke up at the middle of night (at 1AM) :P

Tomorrow, I've to wake up at half past 8, and now is 2AM , fuck it... I don't know how I am going to make it :) Anyway, I am not tired anymore, and that's the most important.

Hopefully I'll go to bed soon, but ... hopefully :)


Good night everybody now.

Tomorrow,
Manca.